About Me.

I am a survivor of abusive relationships throughout my life & more recently a 10 year relationship with a high functioning disordered mind.

I lived through a marriage with an extremely toxic person & then ran headlong into a Socialized Sociopath/Covert Narcissist that collects people like ornaments for his self serving, selfish endeavors.

I was set free from my prison by another woman otherwise, I would still be part of the ‘collection’.

After much inner turmoil, therapy & support I have finally arrived at Me.

My journey took me into a world of greater awareness of self worth, gratitude & love.

It was necessary to walk this road & see where I lost my way & why.

The journey has been long & arduous & compelled me to discover my higher self.

That is the gift I was given & the gift I’d like to share.

If I can help another rise above their struggle, even just one then, that is indeed my purpose & my restitution.



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